WHY

Why! Why me
I feel like the only fish in the sea
Unable to breathe all I see is greed and vulnerability
I see the Hunters and The Hunted
I see the big and mighty and the week and Tiny
Then there is me the nothing that no one sees
all of Silent tears that i have cried and the silent screams I've let out
All the frustration that was built up
Came pouring out like a waterfall
For no one has seen or heard me it's like I'm invisible
Yet they hear the words Little White Lies
It take pills and knives and the fleshing hospital light
For the people the hear and see me
But they tell a lie and act to cry
 if you look Within my eyes you'll see me crying
for I have finally realized for where my heart shall ley
 there is a whole what a surprise
the tears i've cried Screamed and screamed
I finally realize it's not a dream
all the pain inside has left one thing on my mind
is my time yet I shall not die I see the light all pretty white
I have realized the end is near wasted tears
It's my time to shine an angel and my parents eyes
in memory long forgotten a broken soul
a fallen angel you all should know to those how really cared i shall say my fair wells but to the rest i bed you a due